I want to turn a belief – one born from faith – into knowing.
Often I spent an inordinate amount of time over thinking what it is I want to say in this blog, a blog about my spiritual journey.
So, tonight as I write this I throw all my list of “maybe this, maybe that” out the window, and leave you with this:
I am in my beautiful and warm house on a December night. I have a quiet mind. There is a gorgeous man right in front of my face – who is so talented – at the desk sewing what I am sure will turn out to be a dynamite garment. I’m sitting comfortably, writing. My delicious and stunning super-kind roommate is upstairs, baking bread and watching holiday movies with a handsome friend and three good-natured dogs. I woke up this morning to a job offer.
If I have ever been in the vicinity of vibrational alignment, or the vortex of abundance (I whisper in your ear) I am right here and now in that centre. I am connected to source, without any notions of a separation. I am not sitting here wishing for “a life”. This is and I am – life. Living it in freedom, freed up by a new-found knowing and a carefree-ness (which is exactly what I wanted). When it’s like this, I know I am being who I really am.
And I love it. All I had to do is know I could write this down. So what else is possible?
“You need not do anything. Remain sitting at your table and listen. You need not even listen, just wait. You need not even wait, just become quiet and still and solitary. And the world will offer itself to you, to be unmasked. It has no choice. It will roll in ecstasy at your feet.” – Franz Kafka
